I know I shouldn't have this kind of last-minute hesitation 

especially I've been so fucking insistence in front of everybody else. 

but.....

Many were saying that this is an idiotic immature decision, yet

many were skeptical but with an open mind ! 

 damn, Nobody is supportive !

Perhaps, this further amplified and fueled my insistence of wanting to participate 

without thinking much just to prove to them

that they are fucking wrong.

Anyhow, everybody has their own "America" dream and this is fucking mine.

Dream dreams is just not good enough for me..so 

here I am making one of them come true !

Fuck you all who think that I'm just wasting my time !

:) Well, the Skype video interview went down very very fucking well  tonight!

We got the answer right after the interview and guess what...

Damn, of course we nail it !

here I come USA !

*I was (still am) in cloud nine, when the interviewer complimented me 

on my English proficiency*

Your English is very good, hmm...very good ! Well done !

you just make my night good, Justyna from Texas !

Thank You!

 haha ^^