If I knew....

I should be bold, I should jump in the cold water, and I want to grow old with you!!! If I knew.....

With New Year around the corner, one just sometimes couldn't help but feel sorry and regrets over decision that have been made, decisions that should have been made. If only one knew.....Yet, Its never too late to apologize though forgiving ain't easy not to mention forgetting!!

Well, the thing with me is this,It is hard being kept reminded constantly by the people around you how perfectly they are and how imperfect I am.

I know I talked too much and humiliatingly loud.Sometimes until the extend of hurting ones feeling, or worst spoilt the entire mood of a person for the rest of the day. Even when I mean no harm and I'm sorry. 

Sorry for my fugliness.

Something bad happened.I know, I know It's none of my business and I'm not suppose to stick my ass (i mean nose) at it. But,she's a friend, no....more than a friend...she's a damn good friend !!!

and I hope she's happy. We are damn worried..but we know you need time by yourself  to clear whatever that is.

Something bad happened.True or False...We'll always got your back no matter how right or wrong you are !!

Take care....you got our contacts.

It is one of the month again, where my affluent best friends studying abroad, fly back to have their holidays.This time around is Mr. Kaiyee, the rich-boy-who-hides-behind-shred-clothes.

You bet, my butt sure miss the comfy luxurious leather seat of his Camry. ( more than him actually). haha, kidding. You are missed of course, rich-boy-who-hides-behind-shred-clothes, erm,I mean KaiYee.

Having them around make me realize simple pleasure, isn't that simple after all....well I mean figuratively its simple activity, but the pleasant is PLEASANT !!! Walking, laughing, walking, laughing, eating, talking, walking, laughing and walking with laughing. (On top of that, TaroBall just make the day even more pleasant).

Yes, it's a simple pleasure yet I have hell a great time today.

Cant wait till next year, where Ms. flowery-but-sexy-Curtain & Ms. Funny Jay ( u know who you are, haha) will be back. Its been awhile since we all  best friends get together and just....do anything. Its not the what and where or when, its the who(s) that matter the most!!

Trying not to get my hopes so high though.

Research Paper 

Organic Contaminant Transport and Fate Modeling in Ground Water

Final Year Project

Styrene Production

Business Proposal

and you expect an engineer to balance a cash flow sheet??

come up with a marketing plan 

and financial plan?

duh, come on...wtf !!!

DONE !!!!!

December was never like this before...It was suppose be the month of laziness( what are the hardworking months,huh??,lol). Still...I want my month to be holiday month, don't care.