If I knew....

I should be bold, I should jump in the cold water, and I want to grow old with you!!! If I knew.....

With New Year around the corner, one just sometimes couldn't help but feel sorry and regrets over decision that have been made, decisions that should have been made. If only one knew.....Yet, Its never too late to apologize though forgiving ain't easy not to mention forgetting!!

Well, the thing with me is this,It is hard being kept reminded constantly by the people around you how perfectly they are and how imperfect I am.

I know I talked too much and humiliatingly loud.Sometimes until the extend of hurting ones feeling, or worst spoilt the entire mood of a person for the rest of the day. Even when I mean no harm and I'm sorry. 

Sorry for my fugliness.