denial is the sinnest way of running away...hiding
i have a confession..
yeah,
i do
...miss him...

i miss...
the time we spend together...
the time he woke me up every morning
the time he take us to the morning market
the time he bring me for breakfast...
the time he took & pick me up for tuition
.....
yeah
its all what he has done to me...to us
his sacrifice...
his unconditional lovE
his warmth care
&
his undying respect
&
love
i have for him!!
i really miss you
from the bottom of my heart!

sometimes it really makes me wonder...
what if...
what if just you are still around
things will be perhaps,
no..i'm confident..
things will be definitely
be better!!

regret
&
bitterness
is what i feel right now
for not showing my care
my affection
&
my loyalty
to you...
.....
while i still have the chance!!

sorry my dear...
i will love you..
forever&always
&
you will always be remembered
as
the greatest grandfather
i ever had!!
misses you here always...

somewhere...somehow
i do really hope...
you are in a better place...
find your happiness...
and for sure
i'm confident
you are watching us from up above...
...a shining warm beacon light...
enlighten our path...
i really love you!!

....kung...take care!!
&
i will myself!!

its cheng minG today,
everytime, i'm there
a rush of emotion of regret
flow through my vein...
...feeling of bitterness...
of regretness
..for not...
be there when you needed me...
you are always there..
when i am helpless
lost...
you found me...
& lead me back
strongly!!

anyhow...
the past is history..
looking ahead is the best way...
kung..dont worry
i will live my life to the fullest...
remembering every moment we have
together
&
celebrate all my victory
with you!!

i misses you
a lot!!